Oh, Aunty Leah, its time for a visit again, Kassie won’t keep her glasses on again.

It feels good to finally be able to do some “normal” kid things with the girls. I can’t wait for our Disney Princess Swing Set to come in.

Oh and they actually watched some TV in them. Not that I am a big TV pusher but it would not be a bad thing if something or someone else could be their entertainment for a few minutes.

It’s funny but sort of sad. I feel like I of all people have been holding them back. We have been so caught up in appointments and therapy and “oh they will always be behind” crap that I have not been letting them just be little girls. It’s time we did some serious playing, pretending and coloring. You know, being kids.

The Saskatoon Children’s Festival is on this week, I think we might have to make a special trip to the city to play. Nana, when are you free to go to Kinsmen Park?

I had to show off the rag dolls that my Aunt Linda made the girls for their Birthday/Christmas. They are old enough to enjoy them a little now. They are so cute. Both girls have a teddy bear and pajamas to match the ones their dolls have. We will treasure them forever.

Long story short, we had an awful ”holiday” Lena was miserable to whole time. We even took her to the Children’s hospital one night to rule out a shunt issue (after last time I wasn’t taking chances). After 3 days of crying and general discomfort for all parties involved we came home and went straight to our hospital, where they know her.

May 7-10 Edmonton, crying and very upset when awake.

May 10 - Hospital to rule out shunt, nope, no shunt problem just a nasty virus.

May 11th (Mother’s day) - Lena breaks out in a body rash, back to the hospital (viral rash confirms last night’s diagnosis). Yep, I had my mother’s day dinner with my Mom in the ER - pizza.

May 12th back to the hospital for repeat blood work, it wasn’t so great on the 10th - by now she seems to be a bit better, not so irritable. Blood work still sucks, they consider admitting her but decide to wait two more days.

May 14th Lena is great, had lots of sleep and is herself again, blood work comes back almost normal, I take a huge sigh of relief and boogie on out of the hospital.

May 13th Lena is great, Kassie is great we go to PT in the morning. By noon Lena is miserable again. Yeah!

May 14th Now desperate, I call every Dr. I can to find out why Lena is still miserable. We go to see our Neonatologist, Dr. Givelichian. Probably wasn’t done with the virus, too much too soon. Fluids and rest. That night she slept 17 hours, woke up happy and has been great ever since.

This takes us to the May long weekend in Canada. For Christmas I got tickets to see the Phantom of the Opera in Saskatoon on the 17th. I love musicals and was very much looking forward to the night out. With Lena sick, I wasn’t sure I would be able to go. She woke up great on Saturday the 17th and stayed that way. As promised by bestest friend Leah and Faith babysat so that Wayne and I could go out. The girls were upset when we left but were otherwise great for their babysitters and we did our best to relax.  Really I tried, I think I may have even succeeded for awhile.

Side note: the Phantom is not bad but it is not the best musical I have ever seen. I enjoyed Miss Saigon and CATS much better.

The weekend also brought my birthday. I got to sleep all night long, and woke up to some very cute kids bearing gifts. Kassie was very excited to be part of the birthday action. Wayne and the girls bought me a beautiful white gold ring with three diamonds, one for each of them. I love it.

Leah stayed the weekend and we had some good girl time visiting, planting the garden, baking cookies and she even cleaned out the chicken coop. (yeah I know she’s an angel) She really is great with the girls, she even got Kassie to wear her glasses. She now wears them more than she takes them off. Thanks Leah.

The girls have really done a lot of growing up this month. When I look at them they look so big, they definitely do not look like babies any more, they are toddlers now. Kassie wants to be into everything and she definitely has an opinion about things. She hates to be left alone and cries alligator tears whenever I have to leave the room and don’t bring her with me. Lena has made some great improvements too. She is expressing herself more and is making some great progress in the gross and fine motor departments. She pulls on the highchair handle to pull herself up and has started using her fingers to grab more. And for the drum roll…. she is very close to independent sitting. When she is not too tight she can now sit all by herself for a few moments, sometimes as long as a minute. Go Lena!

We buy these things by the case full. She loves them. At 35 calories per 7g (about 16 crunchies) they are also a good way to add som extra clalories with out fighting with her.

Kassie is addicted to Gerber’s Lil’ Crunchies. They are like cheezies but veggie flavor, for toddlers. Feeding a micro preemie can be adventerous at times, heck, down right frustrating. There are oral aversions, picky eating, gagging, vomiting and more. I have never been a calorie counter, couldn’t be bothered. Now I am counting calories for my kids, not to cut them but to add them , as many as we can, as often as we can. So when meal time rolls around, it is doubly frustrating when Little Miss Kassie won’t eat. She has a brilliant stubborn streak and if she doesn’t want something her little hand shoots out and pushes the offender away. URGHHH.  Gerber Lil Crunchies, either flavour, are sometimes the only thing she will eat at a meal.

I keep easy to grab foods handy for when she gets hungry. When Kassie gets hungry she gets really whinny so I put her in her high chair and grab something quick and easy, like the Crunchies for her to eat while I prepare a meal. Well yesterday, she ate half a tin. I started her off with just a few, made lunch and she wouldn’t eat it.  All she would eat was the Crunchies (I think I snuck in 2 spoon fulls of squash). Not an ideal lunch but at least she ate something and at 35 calories for 7g (the can is 42g) we did okay in the calorie department too.

I don’t know about the rest of the country but in Saskatoon, there are almost no bottles to be found anywhere. All of the major (and minor) retails have pulled all bottles containing BPA from their shelves. Bottles that are BPA free are in such high demand that most stores are sold out and the manufacutrers are back ordered. They just can not keep up with the demand. There are glass bottles available at Li’l Sprouts but other than that new mothers who do not have bottles may be forced to borrow old, unsafe, BPA infested bottles from friends. YIKES.

We bought ThinkBaby BPA Free plastic bottles. I love the bottles, the shape is great and easy to hold but the nipples and lids leave something to be desired. The lids are too tall for the nipples so the milk leaks out even with the lid on, a real pain, and the nipples leak like crazy when the bottle is inverted because they only have one large hole instead of several small ones like the avent nipples.  I wrote to the company and they wrote back saying that they are fixing the lid issue and that they are coming out with a cross-cut nipple to prevent leaks and spills. I sure hope they are available soon, I am tired of cleaning milk off the floor. I hope they offer to replace at least the lids free due to the manufacturing error, those bottles were expensive.